Passions

 (Written before the break-up with LotN.)

Lord, I love this;
Take it from me.
Capture my passions,
Set me free.

Be the chains
Around my heart,
That my love for you
Will not depart.

And passions holy,
Passions true
Will flood back in
From love for you.

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